I just read my Diaryland entry from the day I got laid off, the last entry for nearly a month until the one I just finished. Wow. I had no idea it had been almost a month. I don’t even know how I’ve survived this so far. I have not had steady reliable employment for more than two months out of the last eight, and still I am alive. Barely though. Just barely. I have to make it until the 27th of next month somehow. I don’t know how that is going to happen exactly, but it has to. After that, I will be trying to pick up and move on with my life. Wow. This is amazing.
Still, this new project, job, whatever, is the best thing I’ve had in almost two years. It’s reliable, stable and high paying. If I stick with it and do a good job I will be able to correct the past quickly, buy a house and save myself. If not, if I blow it, it might be the last chance. Here’s to not blowing it…
